emo

all of a sudden, i felt that my life are kinda sucky.
i do not know how to describe my feelings right now.
its like the inner side of me having an eager to shout out all my feelings that are kept within me.
keeping a secret ain't any fun thing to do. u gotta lie alot and as u noe, i'm suck at telling lies.

having a parents that doesnt allow u to do something that u want to do is like having a stab in ur heart. its so Miserable and awful. sometimes i just felt like telling them what i have been hiding from them but i'm just too afraid to do that.

why cant my parents be like other parents? why cant they give me freedom to do what i want? i'm 20 and i noe what am i doing.

i'm happy to see that my friends are getting along well with their partners. When u're with someone,having approval from ur parents is truly a blessing. And i wish that this will happen to me someday.